Pissed Starving Fat Chick
What do you call a girl who has not eaten enough in the last three days to EVER feel full? why, you call her a deranged, psycho bitch...unless it is me, and then you better not say that because i will rip your head off!!
weight watchers....grrr....i have never been so consumed with numbers in my life and i am a god damned MATHMATICIAN!!
i am fairly certain that pounds one and two have come off of breasts left and right respectively.
i have to say that if i get down to 125 and am not able to keep it off, i am going to fucking freak out because i can never, ever tolerate this type of self-deprivation again. i stil have 30 of my 35 bonus points left to get me through tuesday at midnight. so i am going to treat myself to a couple tacos later in the weekend...
yummy recipe for weight watchers:
cheesecake filled strawberries
1pkg low or reduced fat cream cheese
1/3 cup of powdered sugar
2 teaspoons of lemon juice
mixy mixy mixy
cut the tops off of 44 strawberries and sort of dig the centers out a little. fill the holes with the cream cheesey stuff from above then roll the top in crushed reduced fat graham cracker crumbs...can eat 4 (!!) for one point. which means i can have 12 for 3 points and that is what i leave for my evening snack.
how pathetic is this? in college i sat down several times a semester with a friend of mine and ate an entire cheesecake from perkins. now i am measuring my cheesecake ration in teaspoons.

