Weight Watchers
Attended first W.W meeting yesterday with dear darling work friend...i thought i was enthusiastic, but she is WOAH! wow, really really excited to get thin. i was more excited to sit at home last night and determine how many nights a week i can still eat at taco bell and actually lose weight...i swear, if i can eat there and lose weight then everything in the universe will be okay.
Did the very fancy and intense "weight loss food shopping" last night and again today...is VERY difficult. have to THINK as i pick things up and put them down and compare etc...makes me crazy...the only thing that keeps be going is, well there are a few things...
1. that little tiny shiny blue bikini that i WILL WEAR AGAIN.
2. the closet full of new clothes from harolds that i bought to start my job last year before i killed the guy in the yukon and ended up in the chair for five months.
3. i can still eat chocolate and IT TASTES LIKE ACTUAL CHOCOLATE. yes, whitmans and w.w. have teamed up and made it so i can still have coconut bonbons and lose weight.
4. the fact that no one thinks i can do this.
There you have it...those are the reasons i am going to lose weight. (bikini being number one...always).
I should mention also that i am going to be keeping track of my weight/loss on here each week. i weigh in on wednesdays at noon, so look for good/bad news that afternoon! please send all your warm fuzzies this way and EAT MORE, so that if i fail at this i will look better by comparison...
